short term:

•find a therapist (this week!)

•make sure i'm still learning something. (as of 1-19-21 I'm gonna learn a new jazz standard on keys or guitar every week)

•try to get off social media (minus this & email) by spring

•join a community garden in spring

•make myself go camping by myself for a night or two (summer)

•be able to self-sufficiently play a game of magic with my pals (i just learned commander) by march

5 year:

•either move to chicago, a small community out west, or a self-sustaining community anywhere


•start an independent community with friends

•release folk album

•idk grad school ??