s e p t e m b e r 22

I remember rock climbing. vivid reds & browns on the cliff. tesselated triangles & the sun. dream was mostly sensory.

something with staying in a hotel run by vsmpires. I think we were friends, but I did not fully trust anyone there.

I lived in a huge old stone apartment building where the basement opened up to a huge rock slide at the top of a mountain

lizard people parents & betrayal because me too

smash power supply (stack of computers and electronics) & unplug

run down mountain

werewolf fight

i told r my dream this morning but now we can't remember. I kind of feel like it had to do with grapes, r thinks i said something about "people"

dreamt I was out searching for monarch butterflies. it was at the base of Mt Rushmore & there was a big, intimate event going on that was hard to ignore. it was annoying. I didn't find any monarchs, I just kept finding these yellow ladybugs everywhere and I remember trying to appreciate them

dreamt my friend was introducing me to their friend who was a cedar tree. we communicated with her through touching her pines.

full harvest moon in Pisces dream:

I was at a big water resort with r. I didn't know many people, it was very fancy. we started sliding down these fancy narrow waterways with red stone on the sides. at the bottom of one, r & I got separated. I stopped a man from attacking a woman in a pool of water, but then he went after me and I was able to hold him off until more help arrived. we both ended up at a different section of the resort 41 miles away from where we needed to be. an employee recommended we steal a key and uniforms to dress up as resort employees but I think we got an uber..

later on I saw my ex from high school's family at this fancy dinner party. i think i was there playing music on cello & i remember playing something that i wanted to use for my band "lucky shells." there were also celebrities all around and I felt very out of place until I saw a pianist friend from college on stage playing jazz while someone else rapped along with him. my ex got in a fight with them and I ran over to see if I could help & after they separated, he told me that the guy who wasn't my friend from school had said something offensive. we ended up catching up and it was really nice to hear that he's been doing so well. my dream shifted on to other plotlines but the longer I'm awake the harder it is to remember. something to do with time travel.

dreamt I was house sitting in a magic mansion. different rooms lead to different locations. I went through one door and ended up in an old western town at a penny shop but people were hostile and i didn't want to be there so I went back pretty quickly. the other people taking care of the house were really kind but secretive and always running around in a frantic way. when it was night, I looked out the window and saw cops releasing a friend who had been arrested for living in her car. I couldn't figure out how to get downstairs to talk to her. she was with another friend and they got into her car for the night. I tried yelling to invite them in, but I was too high up.

tw: death, suicidal ideation. this was a really bad dream! I believe dreams are, for the most part, pieces of your psyche talking to each other, and yesterday I went to sleep in a bad state. anyway:

dreamt I was searching for an important room but couldn't find it. I went outside and sat on a bench and everyone in the community started filtering into this building. we were told it was an artists vision of each state in the coming years and each room had different demonstrators. i wasnt going to go, but an older artist who looked like pauline oliveros stared at me sternly and i knew i had to go in. I don't remember what state I ended up in, but we took turns making a loud or unusual gesture for one another, one at a time, and then another state filtered into the room and we had to fight them. there were maybe 20 people on their side, 7 or 8 on ours. 5 of them all looked like the same curly haired white guy. it was a quick fight & it ended up between me and a boy who claimed he loved me. he told me he would provide anything for me, anything I needed, but I had to crush him. he wanted me to kill him and I wouldn't. he placed wood boards over his body and begged me to crush him. I woke up crying.

was working in an antique store in a holy city. trying to leave, but there are confused tourists everywhere. trying to get out b4 it becomes dangerous. people are getting sick & the ocean is also coming in. I get stuck in a restaurant & I'm trying to decide whether or not to hang up these blank coloring sheets of angels on the front cabinet. I don't want to cook.

dreamt I was having a nice time hanging out with friends. and then one of my friends made a flounder & it was very sweet. it was all a big journal on the index page & it said things like "playing a show on the 3rd!" and a few different entries on music they like.

there was a loud piercing whistle and everything was white/ light yellow. I was the whistling noise and I remembered having agreed to be the noise, but regretted it. then I woke up and it was the kettle going off in the kitchen, r was making coffee.

1st dream of the month! it was super traumatic, don't wanna record the plot. but I will write that it was dusk / nighttime in the dream. lots of brown tones, wood, small rooms. some dark blues.