Junedreams 2022

Dreamt I was helping my friends G and S move out of their apartment in DSM and into one that was a couple blocks away from my place in STL. R & L were helping too. Another person was there and said they needed a place to live so I told them they could live with R & I, but started to regret it. I decided I would be honest with them and say they couldn't move in but they could stay for a little while if they needed to. I was really worried how they would take it, but never got the chance to tell them before I woke up.

I was walking around a train station in stl. saw r go by on a train for fun with someone else. decided I wanted to ride the train for fun too. I've been to these same stations in my dreams before, & was visualizing a different station i wanted to get to because the view there was beautiful but i remembered that figuring out where each lane was was really tricky. got in line for a ticket & was on the wrong side. was about to walk to the other side & the lady working closed the line. the guy working on my side apologized & said he couldn't do anything. he was super nice but he was standing on a podium & I was feeling annoyed that his crotch was at my face level. I walked by a lady sitting on a bench posting photos online & saw that I was in one of them, sitting & waiting on another bench from earlier. I felt flattered but didn't say anything & decided I would look her up later.

I found the line for the electronic machines that sold train passes & got in line, but woke up before I made it on.

dreamt I got to this cabin on the ocean, docked & floating. I was waiting for people, I was early. I looked outside into the ocean and thought about swimming but got nervous about it. I thought it would feel really good to jump in, but it was so blue and dark I couldn't see down into it at all. finally more people showed up. I think they were cousins but no one I knew irl. we started to give someone a makeover. it was a birthday or bridal shower or something like that. the person being made over kept saying things that were inappropriate but everyone else laughed every time.

working at a school we were growing our own vegetables

dream: JS was kirksville cancelled for murdering someone, but no one would give me the story straight & I didn't trust the people telling me he did it so I went & investigated. found a black car with a piece of construction paper taped over one of the break lights with a list of women's names written down. confronted the man who owned the car as he walked out of a gas station but he didn't seem to know what it was about. we talked & I thought he was charming.

dream: took the most mushrooms I've ever taken. was worried rowen would be upset that I took the rest of them but it was fine. someone took me on a drive somewhere. I just remember feeling warm and good and emotionally intense. intensely colorful, like being pushed under by a wave deep into the ocean.

dreamt I was working summer school & had to stay late because one of the kids was taking a long time to potty. when i did leave, i was met by this incel guy in his car. he was someone I was trying to support/ be friendly towards & I got in his car to talk a bit but I said something that upset him and he assaulted me. I unlocked the door and ran out crying & he tried to tell people I was lying but this older guy ran over and stopped him from following me & made him leave. people were very delicate around me afterwards and it felt awful

dreamt i was pregnant. it was uncomfortable & I was several months along & knew I had to carry it to term. I could feel the pressure on my ribs and chest from below, it felt so real. It was bizarre because I knew I had gotten periods throughout the past several months & didn't have a bump until I noticed I was pregnant. This dream felt like a memory from another life maybe.

I dreamt I was kidnapped. forgot details after, just remember feeling scared!