DECEMBER 2020


dec 22nd 2020

i had a dream that i was on a mail route at dusk in a midwest, middle class suburb and delivered to this daycare with flamingoes and palm trees on the front glass. An older woman came out and yelled at me about mis-delivering the previous day even though it was my first time on the route. i don't remember but i think i ended up just walking away from her, and i forgot to give her some mail so i left it in my satchel and moved along. at the end, when i reached the station i was at, some regulars and CCA's were chatting about how much we have to fucking work, but also talking about how lucky we were that we hadn't quit yet. my friend rhi (who's not a mail carrier irl) walked over and just had her second day of On Job Instruction with a carrier i like who works in east des moines, but i don't remember his real name. in the dream she called him Menuhin. she said she liked it a lot. i was happy for her, but worried the 14hr days would wear on her because she is an artist & there is no free time


dec 10 2020

i had a dream last night where a guy was pressuring me to pick wildflowers & put them in this vase but I didn't want to and when I looked back at the wildflowers they were covered in snow.

2nd pt of the dream, he & I were looking into a mirror & not showing up and panicking. a lady taking us away to help. she goes inside and explains to the bank that we're on drugs. the mirror was the bank window



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